I know this entry doesn’t belong here anymore since I’ve already made a lyrics blog. But since it’s officially the First of May, 2008 and I love Bee Gees anyway, let me post this here, just this one time. :)

“First of May” by Bee Gees

When I was small, and christmas trees were tall,
We used to love while others used to play.
Dont ask me why, but time has passed us by,
Some one else moved in from far away.

(chorus)
Now we are tall, and christmas trees are small,
And you dont ask the time of day.
But you and i, our love will never die,
But guess well cry come first of may.

The apple tree that grew for you and me,
I watched the apples falling one by one.
And I recall the moment of them all,
The day I kissed your cheek and you were mine.

(chorus…)

When I was small, and christmas trees were tall,
Do do do do do do do do do…
Dont ask me why, but time has passed us by,
Some one else moved in from far away.

I always say this and believed it to be true. I’ve told this to other people as well. But it’s probably true that some things are easier said than done. And this is definitely one of those things. Here it is: “Some things are better left unsaid.” It shouldn’t require deep thought but right this minute, I am absorbing every letter as if I’m a 3-year old struggling with reading and comprehension at the same time. Knowing something doesn’t mean you actually understand it. And understanding something doesn’t mean you actually apply it.

Clock says it’s 4:23AM and I’m still up. Can’t seem to sleep. Don’t know why. “You’ve Lost that Loving Feeling” by The Righteous Brothers is playing on the background and I’m thinking maybe that’s true. Maybe it’s happening to me in certain levels but I just wouldn’t admit it. I guess it’s easier to think that I didn’t actually lose it yet, that I just misplaced it. And as the song goes I need to bring it back. I need to figure out where I left it, and I have to figure out soon or I might lose it forever. Well, good luck to me. :)