A Day In The Life Of RJ

Lie To Me

Written on October 6, 2008 – 8:22 PM | by rjmarmol

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* Note: I am cross-posting this “verse” from my “private” blog which most people might find very disturbing, rebellious and explicit. I call it the “blog of and about the darker side of me“. Obviously, as much as I’d like to, I can’t even post the blog’s URL and I’ve blocked it from search engines as well.

This one post is actually the “tamest” article I’ve written there. This is not the original article. This is actually the “watered-down” version of it and I would want to share it here. I wish I could share more.

Lie To Me

I am clever. Too clever for comfort, so they say. I can smell a lie from miles away. But, oh I love the way you lie to me in the break of day. It’s as if it’s always the first of May.

I believe everything you say until your mouth runs dry. It feels so good to know that you want me so much that you try. Lie to me dear, as many times as you want, I don’t mind. You know I will believe you, all the reasons I will find.

Lie to me about how you care, how much you miss me and want to touch my hair. Lie to me about how much you enjoy every single minute that we share. Tell me darling, that to no one do I compare.

Lie to me about how many times you cried, all those sleepless nights you cried and tried. Give me roses, write me proses. Lead me to the promised land just like good old Moses.

Tell me about the days that passed when you felt that without me, you just wouldn’t last. Call me often, write a letter, you know that I wouldn’t like it any better.

Give me that look — the one I read in my favorite book, that pierces through my soul, which I took and I took. Linger a while longer, love me harder, love me stronger. You are a mistake I will never throw asunder.

Remind me of the many ways I turn you on, like a glowing candle in the raging storm. Make me yours as I’ve made you mine. Hold me close ’til the end of time.

Walk the ground, unafraid and unfazed as I smile and approve of your courage as I gaze. The sight of your body glistening in the sun, the way it moves, oh there is nothing more fun.

Lie to me about how abruptly you’ll wither, without my love, you’re an Adonis without a lover. Tell me stories about your adventures and fleeting pleasure and that when you have found me, you realized there is no greater treasure.

Tell me that I am the prize you hold dear in your dreams, when your world is falling apart at the seams. Tell me that darling, tell me that, dear, with me beside you, there is nothing you fear.

Lie to me now, come on, I’ll show you how, I’ll even teach you how to take a bow. Give me a show I will never forget, until I grow old and get close to death.

To the truth of the world, I say, I don’t care, so long as I know you will always be there.

Love me the best way you can, at night and in the day. Oh dear, please tell me you love me, in the most romantic way. Tell me there is nothing else you hold dear, that you are stronger and better whenever I am near.

That regardless of the cost, you are always more than willing to pay. That you prefer me over your coffee, your politics or your play.

Lie to me everyday and I assure you I will stay, until my life is over and your hair turns grey. Lie to me, oh please lie to me, my love, it’s okay. As long as you promise you won’t go away.

Lie to me in the morning while the sun is shining. Lie to me in the evening, no, we aren’t sleeping.

Lie to me love, lie to me all your life, enduring all possible grief and unbearable strife. Lie to me like you won’t lie to no other, even to your distant brother or your doting mother.

Lie to me now, I beg of you, please do. Can’t you see I have made myself a first-class fool for you? Lie to me now, and swear like you always do. And by God, I swear I’ll always believe you. I do, oh I do.

Lie to me well, do it well, do it well. Lie to me and tell me I’m more beautiful than Belle. Because if you aren’t true, see my smile and construe, there isn’t a moment that I won’t lie to you too.